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5/18/2006 |
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Feeling a bit tire, so going to take a 3 hours slp b4 go to sch. Donno y, somehow feel very lonely...getting less time to even have a meet.. i may still can come out with times but just work harder at night tat's easy... but...
ermmm things become more and more troublesome. no idea wat is going on...
i decided nt to rmb anything. just feel the more i can help to rmb. and the more i get into bad mood...cause there is certain memory cant be digged out.. and tell..as things alrdy done.
life is like tat...tiring all the way...
started to hate things ..in the life... wanna get someone to accompany with... as long as he/she can have a talk with. tire mind need to have a rest...
i think it is about the time for me to get change something.. life style and so on. so that i will have more time to do the endless projects and then get to handle the tiring life.
lonely... still so lonely... no one...
feeling like wat i did just like a little kid kept on giving the silly act to gain attention from other..
wanna speak up my mind....
however there is still a gap... i cant crosse...haiz
just feel sad......and lonely......when i realised that........things getting hard to present out...
none will understands me.
i hate tat. |
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